Monday, August 3, 2015

Things Change

On the down slope of my 800 hour program and it is pretty surreal.  In a multitude of ways.  Each modality has opened me up beyond what I thought was possible.  How to protect and really feel.

Today was one of those days where someone acts several ways and all you really can do is take a step back.  I love this person very much.  But being the lower on the totem pole person isn't really a great feeling.  The story behind it all is very much that of a novela.

So after 4 texts I responded.  I took my time to respond so that I didn't let the emotions that I feel strongly were fully saturated.  For me silence is a good thing.  It gives me a chance to breathe.  Calm down.  Pride swallow. 

But the tiger, the guru, and the deer  no longer could be one in togetherness

Yoga wifey said something to me the other day that gave a lot of the power back in instances like this.  Super simple and so fucking dead on the head! 

I found my circle.  My tribe.  My coven.  I've felt scattered to the wind for a long time.  Calling upon divine feminine energy.  Since September 2014 the group of yogis and yoginis I've met and traveled together along this yoga path...life path.. I am beyond thankful. 

My Husband, My Daughter, My Family, My Tribe.... I am GRATEFUL for you <3 Your love, support, and open hearts <3

Breaking through.  Hatha Gong is NO BULLSHIT. 
     "This shit is REAL!!!!!"-yoga wifey <3 <3


===The Blunt Yogi